Monday, January 7, 2013

Starting the year off happy

     Okay the holidays are gone and the new year is here.  We made it through another year!  Aren't you excited?  I'm so looking forward to this new year.  This is the year that I start off happy with no worries.  You heard me!  Happy, baby!  Ha. Ha. Ha.
     Finally, I can say that things are turning around in my personal life.  My current boyfriend and I have been together for a few months now and it's going really well.  I'm shocked!  Usually, by now I would of found something about him that turned me off and gave me some reason to break up the relationship.  I'm serious guys.  This time was so very different because I discovered that we have so much in common.  We both love the creative side of music, both are looking for a serious relationship, both looking to get married again, both love to laugh and have fun, both looking to enjoy our life together, and we both love the water.  He makes me happy every time I'm with him; just being with him (there's all this positive energy). I feel like I finally found my soul mate.  It makes me feel like dancing.
     I have a few issues on my own to deal with, mainly trust which is a huge thing for me, but I think I'm getting there.  He had some baggage I had to deal with early on in the relationship now the tables have turned and he has to deal with my baggage.  No relationship is perfect; there are always mountains and hills to climb.  You just have to be willing to climb them.
     I'm looking forward to seeing where this relationship will lead me.  I know where I want it to go but life has a way of stepping in and changing stuff.  Hopefully in the end we are still together.  I want a little more than just being together.  You feel me?
    I have to add that I'm grateful for this new relationship.  It gives me such joy and happiness, plus it's very fulfilling.  Thomas allows me to fully be myself and he doesn't try to change me.  I trust his opinion and his guidance because I know he has my best interest at heart.  And I'm finding that I can depend on him.  It's really nice for me to know that someone is there if and when I need them.  He accepts me for who I am; in all my craziness.  I know I'm crazy! Ha. Ha. Ha.  He knows I'm crazy, hell!  The good thing is he still loves me with all my craziness.

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